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Our Road Diverged

If there even ever was a road

Natalie Jeanne Maddy
6 min readJun 10, 2020

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“When someone is forced to realize that the road he’d been working hard to make progress on was no different from the place he’d started, and when he realized that he had in fact gone backward, all that person can do is face the pale sky and lament.”
Mizuki Nomura

We built a road together, you and I. A road toward the future in which we both walked hand-in-hand. A road leading to passionate desires and lustrous success and sunny days. A road for just us — no one else. No one... A road so fucking sturdy, it would take decades to destroy, should anyone try, and try, they did. A road full of flowers so inevitably also weeds (but we’d pluck the weeds, we decided). A road that would have built-in cracks just for room to breathe, should the road try to destroy itself by submitting to the cracks of the world surrounding it. A road that had no ending and perhaps thus, no beginning.

But maybe that was the point to all the time we spent building the damn road. No ending. No beginning.

No ending.

No beginning.

There was a road, replete with stories of us and built with concrete love. There was a road, circular in time and even essence. There was a road that led us backward, not forward. There was a road that led us astray, though we knew not to…

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Natalie Jeanne Maddy
Natalie Jeanne Maddy

Written by Natalie Jeanne Maddy

I try to rouse others to find their truths by writing about my own!💋Yoga, meditation, and aromatherapy teacher. Author of 5 books — thriller, healing, poetry.

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