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You Don’t Search for Love
That’s why you fall so hard
“There is that awful moment when you realize that you’re falling in love. That should be the most joyful moment, and actually it’s not. It’s always a moment that’s full of fear because you know, as night follows day, the joy is going to rapidly be followed by some pain or other. All the angst of a relationship.”
— Helen Mirren
Your breath is swept away unto the airs that whisper softly: I’ve got you, allowing you the illusion of safety as you fall deep into the abyss of forever. Love forever. As if love lasts and lingers and longs to be felt the more you avoid it. The more you fight it. The more you prolong the agonizing process of love forever. Falling in love, of course.
Your stomach churns and twists and manifests itself into a knot whilst your body falls head over heels for that special one. Might your stomach also follow suit with your mind that put itself into a tizzy, after falling so cruelly hard for that one? That special one? That one you will love forever? Fall in love with, of course.
Your mind unravels itself into chaos as the fall grips you like a black hole would, sucking you in or perhaps, roping you in as if your energy is all-consuming for that tiny little hole that yearns for your love. For your mind. For your body. For you. For your love forever. And so you…
