Even if — Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man. — Friedrich Nietzsche i want to know what’s real, even if it will hurt me beyond repair. i want to see the truth behind those covered eyes, even if they reveal you’re withholding your entire…

Scientific and Ayurvedic Approaches to Reproductive Imbalances — The reproductive system in both females and males is vital for immortality of the human race, so when the systems don’t function properly, thus causing infertility, many societies deem this as a failure. Infertility is prevalent in male, but due to the formation of not only conceiving but also hosting…

It was never real — i don’t think you truly loved me because you accused me for your filthy misdoings and you constantly deflected the woes i repeatedly addressed — the woes of which you created — no matter what truths i uttered into the clouded airs around you i don’t think you truly loved…

but with all other senses — i see only the breaths you let linger on my lips as you nearer yours to mine but without so much as a gentle graze between star crossed lovers. i see the loudness in the footprints you leave behind as you walk deeply into the distance, enthralled by the outside…

a poem — maybe it was over before it even began. it’s like the ending was the beginning, and the beginning, the end. now we’re in this fucked up cycle of repeat, constantly dragging ourselves into hell the longer we let ourselves leisurely float in this aimless path that leads to nowhere, over…

and me — A star falls from the sky and into your hands. Then it seeps through your veins and swims inside your blood and becomes every part of you. And then you have to put it back into the sky. And it’s the most painful thing you’ll ever have to do and…

A letter to my old soulmate — I need to know that you were real. That you actually loved me and showed me that I can love again. I need to know that you tried your hardest to change for you and me and us and that I wasn’t some pawn in this fucked up game of…

In contrast to other meditation techniques — “Like the air, God’s Grace is available to us. It is permeating every fibre of Being and the Being of the entire universe. When we take our attention to that Being, finer than the finest, then we establish ourselves on the level of God’s Grace. Immediately we just enjoy. Life…

Negative and Positive Mind Controlling — There are unintended consequences of attempting to control the mind at all times. Studies reveal people’s minds wander almost half the time, but most of these wanderings are deemed positive. While there is negative content to arise during mind-wandering — like guilty-dysphoric daydreaming and poor attentional control — most are…